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4:48 a.m. - 2002-02-01 Wearing the dress I think, has imprinted on these women that I am a woman too. Now, even when I wear pants, it's much easier for them to continue to percieve me as a woman. Craig's sister wrote me again, expressing a desire to know more about me. So I wrote back and told her of my transexuality. I'm waiting to see if she wants to remain friends. Even if she doesn't, I think it ws good for me to write her. I was able to express my love for her brother in its truest sense. Since I never did get to tell him, it somehow feels right to tell his sister, which is as close to telling him as I can ever get. This is somehow healing for me. It's like the last thing I can do about loving him and now it's time to lay it aside and move on. Oh, I still love him and miss him daily. That never changes. But the sense of uncontrollable grief is subsiding. I can begin to see him as a fond and poignant memory.. not as an eternal sadness. 0 comments so far � � |