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4:25 p.m. - 2002-01-23 The typical result is no weight lost... orif it's lost, it isn't lost for long. There's a meeting at noon tommorrow. I'm going to go and meet some women who are maybe even more desperate to lose weight than I am. So desperate that they wre willing to go week after week, weigh in and then sit in embarrassed silence while some slender achiever tells them things they already know. And they'll all leave with renewed hope and commitment.. For a minute. But I'm going to go. For 13.00, I'll be able to go sit for an hour with some 'normal' women... whatever that is... and open myself up to either rejection or acceptance by them. I'm out to try to relate to people. I won't do much of that sitting here in my apartment. So I'll go. But I'm not going to like it. I already feel nauseous about it. 0 comments so far� � |